I wonder if lying is also one of the things I'm putting up with.
Even if it's a lie, if saying "I love you" makes them happy, then maybe that's okay.
What exactly were my hands protecting?

You can't see into people's hearts, and even if you could, it would surely be sad.
The forced smiles will disappear, but I guess there won't be any drama either.

Sometimes a kind lie is more valuable than the truth.
Sometimes it's about saving someone, so I guess it can't be helped.

Making excuses and putting oneself on a pedestal
I put a lid on my decaying heart and smiled.

Let's start a new you today.
Before these feelings get masked by tomorrow
I thought it was all a waste.
Even chance encounters and bad days
It can still be changed into something important.

I cheated knowingly, and I hurt people knowingly.
I can't just ignore what's happening to me.
As expected, my heart, which had been watching from closer than anyone else,
When I opened the lid, it was already gone.

The boy who shone brightly back then, unaware of the filth of the past, is now dead.
Because I'm not here

Let's start a new you today.
Before these feelings get masked by tomorrow
I thought it was all a waste.
Even chance encounters and bad days
It can still be changed into something important.